gone girl - moonchild Posted: Mar 11th, 2016 - 10:18 pm
thank you to all of for your support and allowing me to vent over the years. i so hope your turn is coming, but i am indeed over and out with this place. i was going to work through today to finish the week, but at around 11:30 last night, after having spent a half hour earlier in the day with the tech guy upgrading my browser just so i could access the page where i sign my acknowledgment of being on corrective action/performance management, i just asked myself why? why even finish your shift? why put yourself through another minute? and i could find no good reason. so i sent them all an email that i was done and there wasn't much else to say. and that was that. this afternoon when i went in to see if there was an email response, as expected i was already locked out of email. they have my personal email and my address if they want me.
its a weird feeling, being unemployed. and maybe i'll look around for something part time if i get really sick of having no money. but i think i'll have enough to get by at least the same as how its been working for MModal,what with my tax refund and the 401k i took some money from. until SS kicks in. i'll have to figure out health insurance but right now knowing that i won't ever have to sign into fluency again is just a really peaceful feeling.
maybe, MAYBE, now i can back my circadian rhythm that has been so out of wack since i started working nights, and maybe, MAYBE i can find the energy and interest in taking care of myself and lose some weight, all thinks that i've lost in the last few years. i know i can really only blame myself for a lot of things, but i had allowed this place to completely wreck my mental health and i just couldn't get it back while working there. i think i'll be ok. i know i will be.
watch me get hit by a truck tomorrow, lol.
anyway....mad respect to all of you. hang in there. and thanks again. i'm sure i'll pop in from time to time.
i had my first job as a medical transcriptionist in 1982 using typewriters and carbon copies with white out, lol, those were the days. we've seen a whole mess of change. what a long strange trip its been.
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