A community of 30,000 US Transcriptionist serving Medical Transcription Industry
Really feeling low today. Not only is work scarce but still recovering from Friday, when my last job of the day, of course, was the worst dictator I get, of course, and I could not even come close to complying with FTR so I had to send it through QA. There goes my numbers. Just wanted to cry, in fact, think I did.
Just once again reminds me of how disemmpowered we are at this level and it is a terrible feeling. There is really nobody you can talk to within the company structure who will really listen and understand. They are either trying to hold onto their jobs or are really believing what they are being told.
My pride in this career is just so destroyed. Got a second job to help cover part of what I have lost in my paycheck at this job but my pride, self esteem, feeling of control, all so shot. I've been trying to ride with FTR until I can find a new job but I feel my mental health is being heavily impacted.
Not having audit problems, so far, most the time have work, but I have come to realize I am just not cut out for this job anymore, when I have to carefully time potty breaks and feel stressed if I have to take the time to get up and move around and clear my brain, because I know my pay is suffering.
Well, think I am done venting. Will get back on my horse and get through another day of torture. Please God, let me find that new job soon. One where I can respect the powers I work for, a business where propaganda is not coming at me right and left and a job where I don't have to live in fear of seeing the amount of each paycheck and fighting off depression each time I do see it. Okay, now I'm done.