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After reading the last few threads, I have been asking myself some hard questions. Why do I continue in this job that I clearly hate? I can't make ends meet, I am bored, and I know I am being taken advantage of, so why do I make the choice to stay?
I try to continually remind myself I have a choice. No one is forcing me to do this job. I can quit or do something else. I feel the same as the rest of you, slave labor, boring VR, no respect for our skills and talents and we should be paid more for what we contribute to the company's successes. But I spend so much time and energy being angry and wishing things would change, it is so exhausting. Like the poster below who got laid off pointed out, it causes so much stress I don't even realize it.
But I have been thinking and reading books ("Who moved my cheese" by Spencer Johnson") and I think its fear of doing what I really want to be doing. I'm afraid to be a ___ (for me, I want to be a writer). Its safer to sit here and complain about how unfairly I am being treated than it is to do something about it. They will only abuse me as much as I let them. I have to face the fact that technology is changing and my beloved work is not coming back. That hurts. If I accept responsibility for my own life and my own choices, I have no one to blame but myself for all the time I have wasted in this job. Its easier to blame the MTSOs and be angry with them for making profit off of my hard work. But who else has the choice but me? Hard to look in the mirror and accept that. I am using it as an excuse not to pursue what would really make me happy. Why do I do that? What am I afraid of? Why do I stay in this dead-end, mind-numbing, soul-sucking job? When I get to the end of my life, will I regret all this time I spent being angry at my employers?
I have a choice and so do you. We only have so many days left on this planet and I don't want to spend anymore time having the life sucked out of me.
Thanks for reading my philosophical rant.