It is a struggle, but I can't get by on the SS and I have looked for other jobs, but they don't want to hire "old ladies." I will do the best I can and be here until they can me or the job is no more. I really have no choice. I've already gone bankrupt and downsized as much as I can because of this dying business and my decreasing wages. The stress is a killer, even for 4 hours. If I could leave, I would. I'll keep looking for something else, but there isn't much out here in the boonies.