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There's a guilt factor - well, I SHOULD stick it out. I SHOULD make it work, I SHOULD be able to buckle down and eat whatever crap for whatever pay. I should, I should, I should, and it's off to work I go...
I think being an MT these days has a lot in common with a domestic violence situation: No matter how bad things are, it's always the wife's - I mean - the MTs fault. It's not the voice recognition software, it's YOU. It's not the pay scale, it's YOU. It's not the on-again off-again relationship, I mean, work flow, it's YOU. It's not being switched between a zillion different accounts with a zillion different account specs, it's YOU. It's all your fault things aren't better. You cause your own suffering, you, you, you...
...then when you apply for unemployment, cause you left the relationship, I mean quit your job, FOR GOOD CAUSE...wham! Along comes the guilt and self-hatred.
Maybe nobody else who's been a victim of domestic violence wants to own up to feeling these things - maybe you're all tough and hardened and don't give a crap, but I'm really struggling with the guilt and self-hatred. Can't afford therapy right now. It's terrible. Thanks for listening, this is my therapy session for today.