Starting therapy tomorrow

I have hit rock bottom. I have read it from others here but now it's my turn. I can't take it anymore. I cry all the time, all because of my job!!!!!! I am now doing my at home MT part time and I found a job at a hospital, I have worked a few days there, but I have bad anxiety about being at work outside my house, I just feel panicked the whole time and last week I actually cried at work. How humiliating. I am having so much trouble learning Epic which this hospital just switched to, I can't see how I am ever going to understand it and I am used to training at home, not with someone sitting right next to me. Hopefully the therapist can help. I don't know what else to do. Right now as I am typing this I am crying and feeling like crap and feeling panicked and I don't know what to do and I am scared to go to my new job. I do take meds for anxiety and depression, my doctor is switching me to something new now, which could explain some of it. I just feel like a total failure. I can't see ever feeling better right now.

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Starting therapy tomorrow - Kerra

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