I guess but it sure has put me in a slump - MTalways Posted: Dec 5th, 2018 - 11:08 am In Reply to: sorry you had a tough time, but ... - anon
I keep ruminating how I should have done better or been more patient. My family took a big hit financially about my not making it. I really don't know why it went south so fast except that I am just a loser. This is what I am struggling with (those kinds of feelings). But I can tell you one thing. The fact that I type brain surgeries and heart surgeries on my IC job (although struggling money-wise) does perk up my day. I am trying to remain in the moment and grateful for what I have versus what could have been. However, my son is extremely disappointed at what he hoped would be our finally able to get me a car lol. But life throws challenges to us that way doesn't it. I am just grateful my IC job put up with my not typing as much for a few weeks and is able to keep me full time now. I tell you I cherish that job after all I have done lately with my head in the clouds with PF. But that was never to be. Thanks for your feedback. You are right about not letting a previous job go because anything can happen in any job for any reason. I am grateful every day I log in to work even at 4 cpl minus taxes and social security :)
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