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this is my first time on this board. I am 43 yrs old, suffer from fibromyalgia. I have had this pain for about 1-1/2 yrs but got officially diagnosed in September of 2007. I have been on narcotics, tried different types of meds like Lyrica (BAD side effects) Prozac, wellbutrin, neurontin (made me swell), Lortab, Xanax, Flexeril.
Well, the Lortab and Flexeril helped at first, but Lortab does nothing for me, so my doc put me on Percocet 10 mg and I am still on Xanax. I was also started on Cymbalta (2nd day).....She told me to take it at bedtime, but I am WIDE AWAKE but she says this will wear off after a while.
I had to quit a good paying job with health benefits because the stress of that job was making me have a nervous breakdown, I was hurting 3 x more than the normal pain and the company, well that is another story for another time.
I have gone thru testing for lupus, MS, RA, etc.....I just got another job as an employee but still wondering IF I should take the insurance, which I probably will not as it is WAY too expensive.
I am not even sure I will last at this job as an employee because shift work just does not work for me anymore. I am so tired of always being in pain, having to pop pills and feel like a druggie and I am so afraid I will get hooked.
Well, I know this is long and if you read up to this point, thank you...I have started the application process for disability because this disorder has me in the poor house as I am unable to keep a job because of this. I know they may not approve me, OR if they do, it may take years....
Anyone with FBM, what do you do, what meds are you on, how do you cope without feeling like you just want to cry and scream and control the mood swings?
I also take magnesium, fish oil, B vitamins.... I push myself just to sit at this computer to start working. The company I was hired with, they let me tell them what hours I preferred and of course, I chose hours to start later in the mornings (mid mornings). Upon awakening, it takes me a good 3 hours just to get myself together, I do my stretches, I take my meds, take a bath/shower, get dressed, fix hair, and put my makeup on. I try to do everything before all of this happened so that I can at least feel like my old normal self....but is is so hard.
Please excuse the typos, I am now just getting groggy and will take advantage of that and hit the sack. |
