I too have gotten very sick of medicine. With my own research I have occasionally solved a medical mystery for myself that docs just wanted to treat by going by the numbers. By finding the cause I have completely erased one problem I had for 15 years that MDs would never have bothered to figure out. You are not alone at all in your frustration. I still have a skin problem that probably just needs 3 weeks of antibiotics, but I am so mad about having to pay for previous visits and the "nurse" apparently not even knowing how to take a sample properly to send off, and then getting stuck with a $50 bill for the lab fees that insurance didn't cover, that I'm just letting these stupid wounds fester. I'd rather die than waste money on incompetent medical "professionals."