How do you know when you're about to have a nervous breakdown? I think I'm on the edge. I'm struggling with depression and I'm getting to the point where I don't want to leave the house or even get out of bed. I can't even do the housework. All I can think of is to work. I too work about 10 hours a day. Had tried to keep Saturdays free, but now am working then too. I lost my job to outsourcing and am so afraid I'm going to lose my jobs, I have three part time jobs. I used to take Cymbalta but now with no insurance I can't afford it. I take Prozac but doesn't seem to help. I have 7 animals that depend on me and can just manage to take care of them. I live alone. If I don't work, I feel lazy and guilty. I tried to do something I enjoy last night and just didn't enjoy myself like I usually do and wished I had just stayed home.
Thanks for letting me vent. |