and I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
A lot of my weight problem is medical, but I think more so is my emotional state. I have a very emotionally abusive husband. He rides me all the time about my weight. When I was thinner (wearing a size 7 - - now wearing a size 28), he would badger me then about my weight. It got to where I was sneaking food and of course what happened? Now it is even worse. I try, I really do. I am definitely an emotional eater though.
My husband rode me and rode me and TOLD ME to get the bypass surgery. I had everything set up (this was about 5 years ago) with the surgeon who brought bypass to the United States. I felt totally comfortable with him, and to top it off he is my regular physician! Then my husband totally freaked and said that with MY LUCK, something would go wrong and he would be stuck with an invalid for a wife, and DEMANDED that I not do it. So, here I am - - a total of 160 pounds overweight -- and need to lose 70 of it by the end of February to have insurance. I get so depressed sometimes that I do not even want to get out of bed.
I am going to look into Alli and the liquid diet mentioned. I really appreciate your help and suggestions.
I definitely think I need a support group, but I don't know who that would be. 
Anyway, I am going to look into these things. I think I will try the liquid diet and see how it works. 
AGAIN, THANK YOU!
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Thanks guys! - Siren
